today I've encountered a new and interesting problem - my future. Yes, I know this must seem shocking to those of you who know me well, and think of me as a by the seat of my pants kinda' guy. My back usually hurts because I'm so stressed out about my stinkin' schedule and my lack of focus on the next two years, what I'm going to do to earn money, so on and so forth. I guess the obvious thought is that there are plenty of jobs out there and it's just a matter of following through and just getting one of them, and to a very great degree I would agree. Then I run up against these talents I've been deemed worthy to get, and I'm forced to reconsider, "how are using what you've been given." and that folks is where things get a little dicey. Lately, I keep running up against this notion of actually doing art for a living (how ridiculous is that?!? not all that crazy.) Well, those three little words that have always plagued me and will continue to do so, are all the answer I seem to have as of yet -- I don't know. Oh well. Guess I just need to be faithful until the Lord sees fit to give me the full answer.

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